Issue 79 | " S " goes for ... S A H I B B A :‘）））

Hehe , today ME , EChin ,Yannie , EHwei ,MinEr , yWen ,Mjiunn help teacher and as the " hakim " for the sahibba competition which was held at our school ( STCM ) today...

As one of the " hakim " among them ,

I felt nervous and tension ..:P

as this is the first time for me to do this ：）

I just acted like a noob when the competition starts ,

luckily the team I got it are the peoples that I know xD

so ... I have a greatly relieve :S

but there was having some problem when the competition in progress ,

I'm a bad judger :X

but it was quite interesting ,

and I hope that teacher will find me to be the one of the judger next time ;

I was being addicted in it it :'3

and I'll give my best next time ^^

Issue 78 | I'm determined ! :')))))

Feeling sucks ...

No wonder ...

I'm anxious about my academic , especially {.A.D.D M.A.T.H }

My second has been went to Singapore to continue her study ...

As her sister , i should be pleased and proud of her ...

But I had such lost one I can rely on her for myself ... sob sob...

and for the kind of obtuse student in math subject just like me

the teacher must be 101 % patient ,

actually I'm also in distress , and I can't found where's the problem there...

for maybe ,

I'm REALLY ＨＡＶＥ NO INTERESTED IN ＭＡＴＨ!!!

yeah , I'm satisfied with this conclusion and it was such as a doubtless conclusion that I have to deny it ~

well , It's fine ...

I'll try my best at M'sia ,and hope you may do well at Sg so ... ^^

I have been defeated my opponent at the past of year ,

whatever I'm not really satify on it

well , JUST ＬＥＴ IT ＰＡＳＳ !!

we must keep moving forward ~!

keep kicking , xinting !!!!

I'm going to fight against over you " SPM " !! Grrrr-

Fight-ING !!!!

Xoxo

I'll try my best ,

whatever I have to sacrificed my lovely sleeping time ;

this time , I'll never let myself have an excuse to block my way to strive success !

whatever I may facing illness , faint ，idleness …… on the way

but I want to have a try , really a try for this times .. as it's related to my future !~

I want to get the scholarship whatever else larhh , the important is s-c-h-o-l-a-r-s-h-i-p !!

Go 4 scholarship !!! dude

I want and dare to smile as the bear above when I got my SPM results !!!

Oh hey Books ! I'm going to have many looks on you in no time xDDDD

so I have to cut my time that I used to spent on my blogger , xixi ~!

Oh hyeaaa ,

I have change some new songs at my bloggie ,

have fun kayys !~

Ps : [ self - service here XDDDD ]

Issue 77 | My sister

yoyo , Xinting is back ! ;'S

My second sister went home yesterday.

She is going back to singapore again this Sunday 11/4/12..

Aww -W-

will I miss her ? maybe xD

as I need her guide for my Add MATH !!! teeheee ;D

did you saw that i'm wearing a bracelet in the photo ;

that was being bought by her for me at sg ( Singapore )

She have to study at there for about 3 years and work at there for 8 years...Goushhhh **

I think she's going to live there in future.

well , hope that she'll be fine and I'll be fine too !

getting bored to sit in front of computer ;

see ... how lazy and how crazy am I

as I wasted the precious time with doing nothing !

Grr =W=

Issue 76 |

我
再次泪了————

我想我红肿的眼睛早已出卖了我 ……

其实我也不知为何突然心头一酸 ，

眼中的泪水腺突然勤快了起来，

使我的眼泪不听使唤的掉了下来……

很莫名其妙的，

我竟然不知为何我会哭泣 ；

但我开口的第一句话竟然是

“ 马欣婷， 你一定可以的 ”

我想我无形中早已因为上了中四的繁重压力所压抑着，

真的，我真的好害怕好害怕

我害怕我会是“落单”的那一位

我不要 ， 我不想 我不想输 ！！！

但我怕自己心有余力而不足 ；

我只能拼命的告诉自己 ：“ 你行的 ！”

但愿我真的可以 ；

因为我真的不想在最后关头战败了，

而且 ！ 我也输不起 ……