Issue | 觉悟：领悟 ?!

好吧，这一次我想要更诚实的面对自己……
其实我知道我真的是个不太会善待自己的一个女生。
怎么说呢 ， 那是一种感觉，只是我一直都心照不宣而已……
不过若你要我详系的解释的话， 还挺不容易的说
但我会努力的给大家一些真实的例子 ，哈哈 但现在的我脑袋空空呢 ，嘻嘻
其实我表面笑嘻嘻的可是但我自己一人的时候，
我可以因为我在乎的而哭的眼睛红肿。 不过，别担心，我是那种哭过就好了的女孩。
强大吧？ （ 就给我臭屁那一下下吧 ）

其实我也知道我不太擅长在学业与放松之间取得平衡
真的…很多时候深感 挫败
但我会努力的 ， 就只因为我是马欣婷 :)

啊 ， 拖得太久 那种感觉和想写的都没那么深刻了
真是的……

另外 ， 虽然没啥人来看我的部落但我还是要说
我会努力提升自身经营的部落格 ，
这一次我为的是自己 ；
不在是别人 。
当然，我现在也是出于话中有话的在表达些东西中 …… 哈哈

燃烧吧我的小宇宙 ——————————

Issue | Overall

In this moment, I would like to share what has happened on me in these few days or maybe month(s) ?
yeah , perhaps. =D
do forgive me babe xD ( babe = my lovely bloggie , haha. )
I was busy struggling with my final exam for my first semester in my diploma last month.
what to say about the days of exams ...are just dreadful. ( i think you can feel me so )
I do really have a big relief after that and quickly rushed back to my home sweet home in Malacca ,
where I been raised up with loves.
 However , I feel sorry to my roomies as I didn't spend much time with them ;
although they say that " it's OK " and they comprehended me as well.

oh ya , another thing to share is
I really dislike myself for being too grin to people sometimes.
that's why I may feel sorry to them , especially my dearest room mates.
as I was like too mainstream in most of the time and just like a " wet blanket " eventually to them which I really did not mean to do that yet I just unable to change my so-called " weird behaviour ".
Sigh***

Issue | Thoughts

Sigh , how time flies !!

I have been in singapore for almost 2 month  :D

and now I am having my common test this week and my TERM 1 is officially done :D

Splendid right ?!

the days in Singapore for my further studies is that kind of PACK 

endless tests  , quizes and assignments ...

oh my ...g0d 

I may be stressful sometimes , or maybe should I say almost the times ?

but I never feel regret with my own decision. 

althought it is harsh , hectic . yet I also receive something extra at the at times ,

there is...

LOVES of my friends.

All the Asean Scholars are live in the same hostel for 2 years.

I do like the feeling that we care for each others

It is just...way to great and sweet.

LOVEs them so much !!!

hope that I am able to be fully adapt myself into my poly life and most importantly I am able find my very own space to study T_T

it's really vital ....

FIGHTING ,XINTING !

i know you can do it ,

just focus on your goals ,

no matter how tough it is ,

how cruel to face others' look small on you .

PROVE it .

LET THE SUCCESS MAKES THE NOISE !!

YEAH ~~~

whatever it takes time .

Issue ¬ Thoughts

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wow , how I missed the time we had together .
It was my b'day celebration last year.
The year we going to have a fight with the master of exams , SPM during the secondary school.
I was anxious as my b'day is not far to the end of the year as it's also a signal for us to show us that exam is just around the corner .. so I was not really agreed to have a celebration with a hang out.
But now , I feel grateful and fortunate that I had spent my 17th b'day with my lovely friends , my extraordinary @ gang  ( Zero Secrets )

The days we went through just like a wonderful puzzle in my heart and soul.
thanks for giving my an awesome memory that I can be reminisce when I am in the old age , haha!

and now , we all get our SPM results and most of us did well . :)
I am proud to have you all as my friends ,

despite we are all imperfect ;
we blame , we mad , we laugh , we sad .
thanks for nurturing my secondary school life .

You GUYS are ROCK !!
hope that we can keep in touch and hang out when we are having semester break ,
good luck to you all in the coming days and uni life.