Issue - 我往从前走， 你往未来飞

went for an outing with my former classmate ( my lovely gang ) 
nothing special but doing usual stuffs like eating , chatting blah blah blah
really as usual , we , are always waiting each others to make a decision.
actually it's really fine for me. { I really didn't feel any uneasiness , I swear.}
Well , I was really pleased to see them are still the same , not much changes happened on them. :) they are still the one who I used to be with.
Yeah , I know it's mean for not believing them will still being like what they were.

but then , I really used to think that ..
are we really that kind of friends who is really enough by messaging or calling 
but definitely not having a meet up ?

I'm sorry to having this kind of mindset. but the truth seems like telling me something...

I'm not blaming anyone of us just .. getting a bit upset...

I will feel like is it enough for us 

just by knowing each others are doing good something like that.

is it ??

maybe I should end here.