Issue ! I got it

Yeah ! It's has been a while ...
finally I got an opportunity to attend one's wedding dinner . hohoho** ( shouldn't you give me a clap ?? ) :P 

of course , not forget to send my congratulations to the just married couple.

It must be not easy for a girl to accept a propose without sufficient trust, rapport and most importantly the power of  loves. 

so , congratulations !!! :) you must have done a good job , guy !

there were 8 cuisine in total last night.

I was so full but the food was surprisingly good.

the only photo I took for the food was

 the pork's ribs with abalone. XDDD

Ps : it's just as smooth as a baby's butt ... really  Lolllllll

  

 

** few selfie(s) with my hubby (my sis) and my mum , ^^V









too bad my another sister unable to attend as she unable to make time for the wedding dinner at JB.
ya , I know Studies always comes 1st. ( cruel fact , but it is pointless to deny that )
and  I am regrettably to tell that selca I took with my bro was with my sister. haha
my butt is not that light enough by asking here and there... tired enough .. SIGH **

how adorable my uncle 2 years big's daughter

well , I can say that she really succeeded to catch my attention.

Awww :X

and I had this Kuey Tiew Laksa as my breakfast for the next morning. @JB
（ thumbs up for its taste )











and have Domino as our dinner after we rushed back from JB --- to SG --- then Malacca :D
haha, I ordered hawaiian chicken and chicken pepperoni and got the bread stix FREE.
{ just because we are Domino's regular customer . shhhh** }

I know it's awesome , yeah...
but then take good control of your chin your saliva your mouth!! Wahaha :DDDD

Issue - 我往从前走， 你往未来飞

went for an outing with my former classmate ( my lovely gang ) 
nothing special but doing usual stuffs like eating , chatting blah blah blah
really as usual , we , are always waiting each others to make a decision.
actually it's really fine for me. { I really didn't feel any uneasiness , I swear.}
Well , I was really pleased to see them are still the same , not much changes happened on them. :) they are still the one who I used to be with.
Yeah , I know it's mean for not believing them will still being like what they were.

but then , I really used to think that ..
are we really that kind of friends who is really enough by messaging or calling 
but definitely not having a meet up ?

I'm sorry to having this kind of mindset. but the truth seems like telling me something...

I'm not blaming anyone of us just .. getting a bit upset...

I will feel like is it enough for us 

just by knowing each others are doing good something like that.

is it ??

maybe I should end here.

16个夏天 观后感

在学校放假的第二天看完了这部剧共16集的 ——16个夏天

从之前我二姐追看时我表现得一脸不屑到看第一集时也尚未对这部戏产生共鸣到后来为这对总是错过的男女主角 （杨一展 ，林心如饰）感到心疼。

哈哈 ， 说真的看第一集时真心没怎么看好 …… 也不知到为何自己到后来越来越着迷

或许 ， 可能 是因为 

它叙述的是对剪不断理还乱的“情人”持续的从大学时代都 后来的暧昧故事 

（感觉自己挺喜欢校园剧的说） 

真心很喜欢那种一班死党常混在一起的那种感觉 。 哦，我可以肯定的是插曲就对为部剧加分不少

--------------------------

这部剧是从“三人帮” 去游泳池的那一天后才开始了一连串揪心的戏码

而其中的“三人帮”是由  家妮，瑞瑞 还有俊杰组成的。

而当时非常花心的韋德视乎对家妮产生了兴趣然后又很巧合的住在俩隔壁

所以近水楼台的韦德就时不时在家妮的身边出现 ，就这样一天一点两人心生爱意但都没勇气开口。 而向来倾心于家妮的俊杰因韦德的存在从而感到威胁所以积极发动攻势追求家妮也因此对韦德恶面相向……

直到有一次全台地震

所有的一切都变了。

俊杰为了救家妮废了条腿

原本不想顾虑那么多的韦德很想要和家妮开始恋情

但之后却选择退出了这复杂的三角关系

逃得远远的……

十年后， 家妮毫无意外在和俊杰婚后当上了卖场经理。

而韦德也很成功的在自己的设计之路上发光发热。

原本以为不会再有交集的两人竟在上海重遇了。

很巧的是之后韦德被公司派回台北。

在见面次数增多的情况下 ， 两人对彼此埋藏已久的爱意再次寻回。

韦德发觉自己更本无法对家妮忘怀的他终于和他的现任女友提分手。

想说终于可以和家妮开始的他却在这时得知自己患了淋巴癌 ；于心不忍的他不想家妮再次面对离别的他宁愿现在就斩断他们已悄悄萌芽的恋情。

 为了不让家妮受苦，他情愿被当成众人唾弃的负心汉 , 然后又再次不辞而别。

躲回老家做化疗养病。

五年又过去了，

谢天谢地韦德尚于人间但他经历的苦难我也就不多说了

在化疗期间，韦德都不忘把自己对家妮的思念与患病的心情发到他自个儿开的「來不及對你說的話」部落上。

明明爱的人就在面前但却因为一些原因而无法在一块的感觉非常强烈 ， 看得我都起眼角湿湿的。

 而家妮在她爸患癌后在网上发现了一个癌症病人的部落 且非常关注其部落。

韦德患癌才离开家妮的这个秘密因葛晴偏不下去了的情况下让家妮知道了真相想要回到韦德的身边却频频遭受韦德蓄意的拒接，还听了很多韦德难听的话。虽然如此，家妮并没放弃，并等到韦德在周興哲演唱會上聽了家妮點給自己的「以後別做朋友」，不在回避自己对家妮以及家妮对自己的爱。

想知道剩余的全部吗？ 

那就赶快去看《十六个夏天》吧 ！ 哈哈

从以前就会幻想自己也有一个猪朋狗友党 然后常常一起用照片记录 大家一起经历过的一切一切

可能不是照片都照得那么好看 可是就真心喜欢那种照片带出来的感觉 。

然后， 我的感想是
有些事若不及时去做 ； 一旦错过了对的时机 ， 就再也无法回头了。
很多事不会都如你所愿，有太多不公，或许你会心有不甘，但与其自暴自弃都不如看看有什么自己可以做好的。
不要总以你自己的角度去想什么对谁谁谁最好 ， 你觉得的别人或许不认同 ， 也不要逼着别人去接受。

最后送上16个夏天的片尾曲 —— 《以后别做朋友》

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ew4VvF0DPMc

晚安了，
 全世界 ：）

Issue ! 爱自己 ?! @ Love yourself ?!

我有上来咯 ， 就只因为突然间有点想谈谈 《爱自己 》 的这个话题……

现在的你可否静下心来想想看 ， 自己是否疼爱自己 ？ 

如果有 ， 那又是何时，几爱 ， 怎么个爱法 ？？

回到我自己这边，我也思考了这个问题……

老实说 ， 我真的自己没有真真的爱过自己

何谓爱？ 我也不知道 ，那视个人对爱的标准与价值观而定

在我看来我自己真的为自己感到亏欠，内疚

我不觉得为自己买喜爱，中意的东西算得上是爱自己 。

我个人比较注重心灵上的抚慰，慰藉

很抱歉 ；

我常为了口腹之欲从而一而再再而三的加重你的负担

很抱歉 ；

我为了自己在学业上的成功每次都忽略了你发出的警告

很抱歉 ；

我难过生气的时候受罪的都是你，我不辞劳苦的身子

虽然有点草率 ，但还是要对自己口头许诺

自己一定会更努力的爱自己多一点 ， 

适当的管理好自己的压力与课业还有最重要的就是 活得健康，快乐~

加油 ，马欣婷 。

“人生就是一场上不完的课，直到生命结束的那一天…… ”

Issue | 觉悟：领悟 ?!

好吧，这一次我想要更诚实的面对自己……
其实我知道我真的是个不太会善待自己的一个女生。
怎么说呢 ， 那是一种感觉，只是我一直都心照不宣而已……
不过若你要我详系的解释的话， 还挺不容易的说
但我会努力的给大家一些真实的例子 ，哈哈 但现在的我脑袋空空呢 ，嘻嘻
其实我表面笑嘻嘻的可是但我自己一人的时候，
我可以因为我在乎的而哭的眼睛红肿。 不过，别担心，我是那种哭过就好了的女孩。
强大吧？ （ 就给我臭屁那一下下吧 ）

其实我也知道我不太擅长在学业与放松之间取得平衡
真的…很多时候深感 挫败
但我会努力的 ， 就只因为我是马欣婷 :)

啊 ， 拖得太久 那种感觉和想写的都没那么深刻了
真是的……

另外 ， 虽然没啥人来看我的部落但我还是要说
我会努力提升自身经营的部落格 ，
这一次我为的是自己 ；
不在是别人 。
当然，我现在也是出于话中有话的在表达些东西中 …… 哈哈

燃烧吧我的小宇宙 ——————————

Issue | Overall

In this moment, I would like to share what has happened on me in these few days or maybe month(s) ?
yeah , perhaps. =D
do forgive me babe xD ( babe = my lovely bloggie , haha. )
I was busy struggling with my final exam for my first semester in my diploma last month.
what to say about the days of exams ...are just dreadful. ( i think you can feel me so )
I do really have a big relief after that and quickly rushed back to my home sweet home in Malacca ,
where I been raised up with loves.
 However , I feel sorry to my roomies as I didn't spend much time with them ;
although they say that " it's OK " and they comprehended me as well.

oh ya , another thing to share is
I really dislike myself for being too grin to people sometimes.
that's why I may feel sorry to them , especially my dearest room mates.
as I was like too mainstream in most of the time and just like a " wet blanket " eventually to them which I really did not mean to do that yet I just unable to change my so-called " weird behaviour ".
Sigh***

Issue | Thoughts

Sigh , how time flies !!

I have been in singapore for almost 2 month  :D

and now I am having my common test this week and my TERM 1 is officially done :D

Splendid right ?!

the days in Singapore for my further studies is that kind of PACK 

endless tests  , quizes and assignments ...

oh my ...g0d 

I may be stressful sometimes , or maybe should I say almost the times ?

but I never feel regret with my own decision. 

althought it is harsh , hectic . yet I also receive something extra at the at times ,

there is...

LOVES of my friends.

All the Asean Scholars are live in the same hostel for 2 years.

I do like the feeling that we care for each others

It is just...way to great and sweet.

LOVEs them so much !!!

hope that I am able to be fully adapt myself into my poly life and most importantly I am able find my very own space to study T_T

it's really vital ....

FIGHTING ,XINTING !

i know you can do it ,

just focus on your goals ,

no matter how tough it is ,

how cruel to face others' look small on you .

PROVE it .

LET THE SUCCESS MAKES THE NOISE !!

YEAH ~~~

whatever it takes time .

Issue ¬ Thoughts

£throwback 20130928

wow , how I missed the time we had together .
It was my b'day celebration last year.
The year we going to have a fight with the master of exams , SPM during the secondary school.
I was anxious as my b'day is not far to the end of the year as it's also a signal for us to show us that exam is just around the corner .. so I was not really agreed to have a celebration with a hang out.
But now , I feel grateful and fortunate that I had spent my 17th b'day with my lovely friends , my extraordinary @ gang  ( Zero Secrets )

The days we went through just like a wonderful puzzle in my heart and soul.
thanks for giving my an awesome memory that I can be reminisce when I am in the old age , haha!

and now , we all get our SPM results and most of us did well . :)
I am proud to have you all as my friends ,

despite we are all imperfect ;
we blame , we mad , we laugh , we sad .
thanks for nurturing my secondary school life .

You GUYS are ROCK !!
hope that we can keep in touch and hang out when we are having semester break ,
good luck to you all in the coming days and uni life.

Issue ¬ 1st job in my entire life :]]]

hi there !
wow it's not early now as today is going to be tomorrow haha XD
well , today ,
I get my 1st salary for my 1st job in my entire life.
It feels cool , yet I seemed not to be so pleased as I predicted :)
LOL   X)

Hope that it'll be fine for my driving lesson and so with the driving exam XD
GOD BLESSED !
good night guys.

* my very 1st salary 

 

 * lunch that lovely mum bought for me <3 font="">
 * watch of baby-G 
 * selcas taken at the stall I was working xD

Issue The last day of CNY 2014

Hi there ! 
I am now stay in my aunty house which is located at Kuala Lumpur , M'sia.
Erm... there was a composition of tears and joy in these 1 and 1/2 weeks ...
I bumped into 2 friendly aunties at my aunt's salon ..
they were just Awesome ... they were not hesitate to share their previous experiences to the idle me ..
I'm feeling grateful with that , absolutely .

Moreover , due to their talks I find my confidence again to be a nurse in the coming future .
Million thanks yea ! 

Keep kicking , xoxo

Issue ¬ Days at Kuala Lumpur

Feeling upset right now !!
I probably will lost my 3 outlook accounts in a time , GOSH !
How can It happens to me ?
Poor news , man ==

Issue | Fragments

I am learning to drive in these few days ...
I know that uncle yelled at me is for my own interests , yet , it's quite depressed after hearing that.....
Well ,by hook or by crook I will try my best and give the best in the end .

 FIGHTING !

Moreover , there's another new that I would like to jot down too
I signed the contract of Asian Nursing scholarship on 17 Jan 2014 !!!
Hope that my decision may be right  , all the best ya , hehe ~ ^^V

opps , nothing to type anymore .
have your nice day ya , dear readers. :)

Issue | 心烦意乱

唉 ~ 烦啊 ！烦死了 ！！！

还在烦恼自己应该与否，让护士成为自己在未来的专业 

真的真的好害怕自己选错了 到时悬崖勒马 后悔方迟了怎么办 ？？

不过奖学金真的挺不错的那样我一出社会就不会身兼巨债那当然 

自己也要对此科系有兴趣才行呗 ！ 这我明了 。

其实自己心里大概有个打算了 ，

只是 ……不懂自己为何自己在那边一直郁闷 == ”

谁那给我指点下迷津 或者扇我一巴让我清醒好了 。

这几晚一直睡不着 T_T 不懂是不是不用上学了 所以不够累才睡不着

 还是心里自觉有事尚未想通而睡不着 ， 唉唉唉~~~~

马欣婷啊 ！哎哟你啊 ……

你就相信自己的选择一次 ，可以不 ？ 

真的是欲哭无泪 的囧 feel 

Issue | 1st post of the year - 2014 :')

Hey guys , it has been a few month that i didn't online to keep my blogspot up-to-date .
Hence, I would like to apologize about that .
It's awesome that the bloody SPM was finally over :') and now it must be my " short term vacation "
so I have to use it wisely and handle with care , haha.
Oh yea , today must not be my day :(
as the uncle who teaches me to drive forgot that I should be taught by 10 am , so I phoned and changed the time to 5 pm later and I fired myself yesterday xD
How can I be so bad luck in 2 consecutive days ? Aww ~
I am going to attend an interview in the coming Wednesday ,that is 15 Jan .
Hope that I am able to show my best in front of the interviewer(s)
All the best to myself !!!
well , I am still in consideration on should I accept the course ( nursing ) and become a nurse in the coming future ...
I kept finding some information through internet about advantages , disadvantages to be a nurse and something like that ...
I fear that I will make a wrong decision , as It is my FUTURE  so there's no way for joke and fun in this topic .

That's all for today , bye.